Thursday, December 30, 2010

Chapter 19... Feel Your Touch

CHAPTER 19
FEEL YOUR TOUCH
I want to know that when you walk away from me, you're that much more determined to come back.  When you cry in my arms, you'll pull in closer toward me.  When I feel the touch of your skin... I want you to feel me too because I've been standing beside you... and I've been standing for much too long. I desire to be with you.

In chapter nineteen of Cursed with Power, Celestria comes to realize a shocking new truth that awaits her in Grefin's manor.  With reality, she must also come to accept some painful yet memorable past occurrences in her life.  At last she may share a bond with someone close to her, but is it already too little too late?  Has Celestria wasted too many years obsessing over the power she possesses?  What is the point to looking back on old memories when they are long gone?

EXCERPT:
Is this me? I thought. As I twirled back and forth with the dress, I felt foolish. Dyanna had always been the beautiful one; even Aunt Ilena had reminded me of that. The men pranced around her and offered her roses, while I walked ten steps behind her without receiving any attention at all. It had been that way ever since she was born, and after a while I had grown accustomed to it. The red hair that fell down my shoulders suddenly looked perfectly maintained. My green eyes, which I had always thought were dull, glistened with the dress.
“Everybody has always told me you can’t see love. When I look in your eyes, they stand corrected. Celestria, why must you have this effect on me?” Adam had once told me.
Backing away from the mirror, I reasoned with myself that I needed to leave. If I did not return to Alaire they would begin to wonder. I had already taken up enough time, but as I continued debating with myself I could not help but to think back to memories.


A great amount of thought and detail was put into the detail and the events that occurred within this chapter.  Not only did Celestria face something difficult she felt she needed to be said, but she also had to admit to her readers the truth she hides in side.  However, Celestria and the readers both are left with more questions.  While a few truths are brought to the suffer, she is far from uncovering everything she desires to know.
Despite an awkward situation at the end of the chapter, it is evident to both the reader and the author that there are many more chapters ahead.  What lies in the future for Celestria Hale?  What of Alaire Sencler?  Their futures, like their hands, may or may not be intertwined.  Only she can tell you what happens when next you read Cursed with Power.

**The images used in this post are not mine.  They are property of deviantart.com and I do not own them.  The images are to make the post more interesting, but they DO NOT represent any characters, places, etc. in Cursed with Power.**

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Sunday, December 26, 2010

Chapter 18.... Every Last Word

CHAPTER 18
EVERY LAST WORD
I can sit in the rain and shiver as I am soaked.  You really don't have to be anybody special to stand in the rain.  It's just like standing in the middle of a path when two horses are running at you.  Either you move and hurt yourself, or you remain where you are and accept the pain.
--Leal

From the day Celestria met Alaire, she knew there were secrets he kept from her.  However, she came to accept this because she knew she had secrets of her own.
It's ironic how quickly all of that changed.

Celestria wakes up in the middle of the night to find out Alaire is chocking, coughing, and feels his entire body going numb.  Now is the time to worry.
In this new chapter, Alaire's future is addressed.  It's not him and Celestria arguing about what they've said and done.  No, it's Celestria hoping, praying, wishing Alaire will live... yet she is not too certain he will.
Join her as she comes to discover what he means to her, the feelings she has for him, and quite possibly the secrets he found out about.
EXCERPT:
Alaire interjected, “Do not go!  Please, Celestria; do not leave me here.  I can feel it now…”
            As he pulled me in closer, I turned my face so our lips did not touch.  Then I asked what I regretted. “What do you feel?”
            “Death.”
            One word and that was all it took.  My life just all together flipped over and burned.  Why was this happening to him?  What had he done?  He was more of a decent person than I, yet he was the one dying?  I could not begin to understand it; I listened to his breathing and wished I knew what to do.  This was the time for me to say something that would matter; something with an impact.  I found I was speechless for the first time. 
I know the excerpt is short, but that's because I don't want to give away to much about the chapter.  You need to read it yourself to find out what happens.
 What do you think happens?  Can Alaire live?
Find out, and in chapter 19 Celestria will narrate her reaction and what she has come to realize, accept, and want to take revenge out on.


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Merry Christmas

I was unable to post yesterday because obviously it was Christmas, but I thought I'd post today and everyone would be understanding and forgive me.
Hopefully you didn't start your morning out like Buddy did. (As you can see in the photo.)

I had a lovely Christmas, and I hope all of you did as well.  I am always amazed that there are people in this world who follow my blog(s) and can listen to all the madness and insanity I bring up.  You have no idea ho w much respect I have for every single one of you.
As you know, this was my first year blogging.  It's been absolutely amazing!  I love blogging --as if you couldn't tell--and I have met so many fabulous people who I now call my friends because of this.
Through the good, the bad, the writing, the writer's block, the frustration, and everything else in between.... THANK YOU.  I have been blessed to have people like all of you to support me.

Hugs to everyone:)

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Friday, December 24, 2010

Chapter 17.... The Bond We Had

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
THE BOND WE HAD
Once I thought you were a rose.  Every day you became more beautiful, despite how at the same time you were aging.  
All too soon I came to terms with reality.  If you were a rose you would begin to shrivel in the winter.   You would fear change, and you... Ha, you've never feared much of anything without firstly denying it to everyone around you.
--Leal

Celestria knows that Alaire's condition is only getting worst, so she begins to think back to a time when she thought her life was ending.  When she was so close to death but managed to escape it.
A man was kneeling beside me; I could not recognize him, and my failing vision did not help me get a better look at him.  He spoke words to me, but I could not understand him.  Either he was not speaking Romanian or all of the senses in my body were ceasing to work, but it did not matter.  In a minute the world went dark around me.  The darkness was almost unbearable…
Above is an excerpt from chapter 9 of Cursed with Power.
She remembers that Alaire saved her life by stopping Aldemund and taking her to Roana.  Why could not Roana help Alaire now in his time of dying?  Why could she not perform a miracle again?
In this chapter, however, there are other matters beside Alaire's condition mentioned.  There is a black sparrow, white and red ribbons, and a bond Alaire mentions that he believes is broken.
What is this bond?  Why does Alaire want to travel to Belsgar?  Who the heck is Emeria?  The answers begin to unravel...
EXCERPT:
“What kind of ‘friend’ are you anyways?” I asked him.  From the start I had felt uncomfortable around him, but now more than ever I realized everything he had done.  He was a good magician; there was nothing he could gain from helping us.  There was no reason for him to save Alaire’s life.
I continued speaking. “Does holding up your part of the bargain make you a friend?  Do you not realize there is more to friendship than giving and taking?”
“Grefin…” Daciana’s tone rose as she called for him, though he was sitting beside her.  He stood up, which blocked my view of Alaire.  Ignoring Emeria, I moved to stand at the edge of the bed.  Alaire was coughing viscously, and his body jolted as he continued on.  Daciana kept a firm hold onto him as he shook and rocked back and forth without control.  I wiped a tear from the edge of my eye and breathed when he finally returned to being calm.  
 Sometimes you do not realize how much you care about someone until you're standing beside them... watching them take their last breaths.  Until you feel a tear leaving your eye and can gasp what you are about to lose.
What will Celestria do if she loses Alaire?
You ruin every relationship you have with a person.
The quote at the beginning was one I came up with off the top of my head.  I decided I might be adding in quotes relating to images or the chapter at the beginning of these posts for those of you who miss him.
I assure you that even with the holidays I will try to accomplish more of Cursed with Power.  It's about halfway finished, and there are some of you who are just as excited as me for what the ending will turn out to be.
Merry Christmas and happy holidays.

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Thursday, December 23, 2010

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays

As we all know, the holidays have been approaching.  I looked at my calender and suddenly it's Christmas Eve!  This month I have not been able to blog as I frequently do.  I apologize for this, but I must say that due to the holidays I will most likely not be blogging much until they are over with and the new year is here.  However, I most likely will stop in with updates on Cursed with Power because whether you read them or not I feel I accomplish something by writing them up.

I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas, and if you do not celebrate Christmas then enjoy the holiday(s) you do celebrate.  Smile, laugh, and be grateful for the people around you.  I truly felt blessed this month with all of the wonderful friends who surround me and can make me laugh no matter what.
Thank you for following this blog.  Whatever madness flows through these posts, I am glad I have not yet scared you away.  I appreciate everyone for following me through the happiness, excitement, disappointment, upsetting moments, and everything in between.  Bare with me and you can watch as they blog continues to grow.  Merry Christmas!

Love....

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Monday, December 20, 2010

Chapter 16...... If He Is Watching

Chapter 16
IF HE IS WATCHING
"Sometimes I wonder if He is watching..."
During the moments of silence, darkness, and loss we must accept what comes to us.  We must question what is left, if we have a purpose, and who will ever care.  This is simply what Celestria must do.  She fears --like you might--that she will lost someone who has become a friend to her.  A friend she never had before, and now someone she realizes she does not want to lose.
 Welcome to Grefin's manor.  Alaire told Celestria this was where she would find his friend, but what he did not mention was who Grefin was and why he was significant to what they hope to accomplish.  She knows that the journey into Finton City keeps her from finding out Leal's wellbeing, but with Alaire's life on the line Celestria must set her priorities straight.
And so a strange silence enters the manor.  It fills the rooms, leaves Celestria motionless, and lastly brings out the worst of Celestria's fears.
Betrayal.
One small word with a heavy meaning...

“Your supplies?  Perhaps you misunderstood.  This. Cannot. Wait.” I spoke as slowly as possible.  It seemed I needed to repeat myself for Grefin to grasp how urgent this visit was.  His manner of acting nonchalant was pushing me to the edge, and if I lost my temper I could only imagine what would begin.  Another fight was not what I wanted to get involved in, but this was Alaire I was seeking help for.  If he and Grefin had allowed each other to live and had become “friends”, why was Grefin acting as he was?
            “No, I understand perfectly, but I will be of no help if I leave without any materials.  Alaire is strong; I know he is, but he cannot be saved if you fight with me,” Grefin said.  Then, he walked past me and toward the staircase.  I glared, but nonetheless I followed him because he already knew…
            I am begging him. I thought.  When I blinked and my eyes shut for a second, a memory flashed into my head.  The night when I had been crying, and when I had held Alaire’s cross until at last I fell asleep… Walking up the staircase, I felt restless.  How long had I been walking?  For how much longer could I go on like this?
This chapter came together much sooner than I expected, and hopefully for those of you who are avid readers you will enjoy it.  I can say there is a lot of tension and suspense building up, but you can only find out what happens to Alaire by reading the book.
A song that influenced the ending of this chapter was "Hurricane" by 30 Seconds to Mars.  I am posting the song within this update because this song has been inspirational and I like the story within the song.
For the official video, look it up on youtube.  This is just the song itself, but the official music video is 13 minutes long because the band made a short film out of the song and did an excellent job.

If you have not caught up with where you left off, please realize that I am working on chapter 17 now.  I plan to get more done over the winter break that will be starting after the 23rd of this month.  Until the next chapter, read what's new.
Remember, when you leave a comment on Cursed with Power you not only show your support, but you encourage me to keep writing.  Thank you for the continuous feedback.
“You need to be wearing this, Alaire.  I want Him to watch over you when I cannot.”
 Read the new chapter.
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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Sick all night

Alas I did not get much sleep last night.  As you could have figured out from the title of this post, I felt extremely sick and spent most of the sitting up in bed, hoping I would soon feel better.
I'm glad to saying I am feeling a bit better now, but even so I am being cautious because I do not want to feel as if I am on my deathbed again.  I was up until 2 in the morning, and it was just pure madness.  How I have managed to keep my eyes open now is beyond me.  It's terrible I have school tomorrow; no sleeping in for me.
Nonetheless, I wanted to reassure any of you who are worried now that I have lived.  I don't know how, but I'm alive and I feel a bit better.  I am still attempting to recover, and due to this I don't know if I have the energy to write that Christmas story in time for the Teen Inkst.  Maybe before Christmas day I can finish; however, I cannot make any promises.

CURSED WITH POWER AWARD 2010
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Saturday, December 18, 2010

A lot to do

For those of you who are avid followers and are used to my frequent posts, I thought it was only appropriate for me to explain my lack of posts lately.
Let's just face it, with school, college, work, and writing I've got a lot to do.  There is this research essay I have to write on Nicholas II of Russia, and I am arguing in the essay that his wife, Alexandra, is the one to blame for the fall of his reign.  There are four large books on my desk, waiting to be read.  However, I will not be able to read those until tomorrow because in a few hours I have to go to work.
In addition to that, I have three journals for Cursed with Power.  I left them on the pillow beside me last night, and when I woke up this morning they had fallen underneath my bed.  I did not think I would need to keep the two old journals for Cursed with Power, but it turns out there are several times I find myself flipping through them, seeking any kind of information or notes I may have written to myself that can help me with what I'm currently writing.  After all, I think we all are rather worried about Alaire's condition in the book, so I have to be cautious with what happens next.  His life is in my hands... (Wow that must suck for him.)
Besides that my submission for Teen Inkst is due the 20th and I am writing my first short story about Christmas.  You can see the cover on the side bar.  The title is Christmas for Daniel, and I will be posting a summary of it soon when I am able to.  If I cannot finish it before the 20th I'll just go for finishing it before Christmas day.  Maybe someone will be amused and pleased with the story.
And you can thank my teachers for giving me exams on Monday.  Isn't that just lovely?  Tomorrow I will have to study as if there is no tomorrow.

Therefore, my lovely followers, I apologize in advance if tomorrow you do not hear from me much.  If I should happen to finish chapter 16 I will of course post an update.  If anything happens with Christmas for Daniel, I will also post something about that.  However, I will not be able to do my relationships Saturday and I doubt I'll remember to do character Monday.  Maybe once January comes everything will calm down... and maybe by then I will be with the person I have fallen in love with.
Speaking of January...

Remember January 10th is my birthday. Remember that... I expect nice comments from all of you.  Haha just kidding; I just felt like sharing with you all.  Say whatever you like, and comment with whatever you want.

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